Let the wild rumpus begin

Rain Rain Rain all day today! Not much fun for the four kids but we managed! I bought Where the Wild Things Are. Of course I loved every minute of it, but the kids were in and out of it. That is my number one favorite book from when I was a kid. I bought Odin his first copy on his first Birthday. I hope he appreciates that book someday.

I keep having dreams that I have a cigarette and it really has been bugging me. Not that I wake up needing a cigarette or anything. Just that I let everyone down and let myself down. Like we all sort of just saw the... Oh well she was never gonna make it anyway feeling. That is why I have to keep running. Instead of running for the cure , its more like my own race of running from the cravings.

I had a day off of running. I did the elliptical and that felt awesome! When I got off the elliptical I just danced in my basement like an idiot for a few songs. I am talking like 1990s Vanilla ice, roger rabbit dancing. I am not going to lie. I don't care how stupid I looked I had a blast all by myself dancing like an idiot.

Tomorrow I must fit 5 miles of running in somewhere. It is really wet, windy and cold out so if that is still the case I will be running at the gym. I want to get a few more things to get in better shape for running. So far I have invested in a new pair of actual running shoes, a pack of socks, a few sports bras, one knee brace and some clothes. I do need more clothes but I will wait to get some clothes for summer running. I need or I guess want to get a jump rope, a second knee brace and if I can't find my dumb bells , well then I will need to buy some.

I am in the middle of watching "Run Fat Boy Run".. actually good movie... about an out of shape guy who just wants to run a marathon. LOL Good night everyone!